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Poetry
Does it matterDoes it matter to you, If they see us at all, Would you hold my hand, Or would you let it fall?Does it matter
Are you ashamed of me, Because I’m not that girl, I’m not who you wanted,
I’m not that diamond pearl.
Are you not ashamed, You left me out there cold, You know how much I cared, How could you be so low?
by =Saiyukigirl09
Dear You Holds My HeartDear you who holds my heart, I don't know how to say this, Every moment that I'm with you, Is a moment I feel in bliss, You may not know it now, But I dream of you at night, I clutch onto that hope, That you could see that light, I would hold onto that love, That love I hold so dear, I know that when I'm with you, I know there's nothing left to fearDear You Holds My Heart
by =Saiyukigirl09
Random poemsTo whom it may concern, That little hand you hold, Holds your future ahead, Their stories left untold, To whom it may concern, You may hurt them now, Oh how much they hurt, Their love is in small amounts, To whom it may concern, I can’t stand to see your face, To all those loving parents, You’re nothing short of disgrace, To whom it may concern, That you strike that hand, Something grows within, Something they can’t ban, To those parents it may concern, It may be hard to hear, When you’re child looks up at you,Random poems
by =Saiyukigirl09
Ten Song Meme AoiXUruha
| I'm proud of this one 8D lol |
Newest
ForgiveGod please forgive me, For I am about to do,Forgive
Something I may just regret
God help my soul,
Save me from this despair; I can no longer hold it in.
by =Saiyukigirl09
SereneTitle: Serene Band: Kagrra,Serene
Pairing: IzumiXNao
Genre: Romance Warning: MaleXMale love, implied sex (Maybe) Synopsis:Love always had a way to come around Disclaimer: Don't own them. Comments: Just a drabble.
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His eyes stare down at the withered flower in his hand, forgotten amongst the white velvet that now covered the ground he started to ponder to himself how it had survived for so long. Though wilted away it was still a beautiful thing to look at, and as he walked he couldn't help but stare at it. A withered object could still be as gorgeous as the morning sun he
by =Saiyukigirl09
| Mostly full of writing, it's my best feature :] Please take a look at my writing. If you don't like fanfiction, well, I got some poetry X3 I need to post more poems. |
GazettE
Aoi
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Mirror Image 1He walked through a dark alley of his world and pulled the fur rimmed hood of his coat over his head, which obscured the view of his face. Master of all those dark shadows that flitted around him, he felt a desperateness to claim what had so far eluded him. A house of mirrors and entities stood in his path and so he stepped passed the curtained entrance to view the masterpiece within. The mirrors would connect him to the other side, where he then could meet the man of his dreams, his other self.Mirror Image 1
He had never imagined how impossible it would be for him, the prince, to get to the other side of the glass.
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My-Style meme 8Dby ~nena
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Critiques
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I like the feeling of the this picture, especially the warmth, but I also like there's a dark undertone to it though I can't ...
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I quite enjoy this; I love how you angled the picture, it makes the picture have that much more impact. I don't know why you'...
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Things/people that I love (Revised)
            And all my watchers and friends!! Visual Kei The GazettE （ガゼット） Aoi Uruha Ruki LM.C Maya Aiji Being silly Being random and silly Roleplaying The Legend of Zelda games Nintendo Music Horror Flicks The Grudge The Ring Photography Writing English Kids That feeling you get when you finally fall asleep Dreams Imagination Creativity Poetry Daydreaming Infants Dreaming of the future Japan Foamy the Squirell Family Guy Larry the Cable guy Jeff Dunham and Achmed the Dead Terrorist Clint Eastwood Jackie Chan Jet Li Funny people Random videos Caramell dansen Saiyuki Death Note NANA Manga Anime Books Stephen King Edgar Allan Poe Kay Lynn Mangum Girugamesh Shopping Being alone Naps Vanilla Coke Vault The Veronicas Paramore Flyleaf Talking to an old friend Meeting new friends Artwork Chibis Myspace Men with dark hair Asian men Kanji Learning Japanese Being proud of myself Ranting Blogging Watching a good movie Lord of the Rings Memoirs of a Geisha Letters from Iwo Jima Saigo from Letters from Iwo Jima Reno Final Fantasy Advent Children Losing myself in music Taking pictures Drawing Boys Like Girls Martin Chace Crawford Oldies music Santana The Everly Brothers Neil Sedaka Billy Joel Rock and Roll R&B Cartoons Rugrats Fanfiction Band Yaoi RukiXAoi pairings ReitaXKai pairings Teasing boys War Movies When my Grandpa would hug me and say 'How are you doing sweetie?' (I miss my Grandparents T_T) When my Grandma would smile Ghost Adventures Zak Bagans Nick Groff When they run away from the ghosts GHOSTS YOU Hating Twilight My stupid sarcastic self. Being a bitch. Having an excuse to be a bitch. Laying in the dark. Telling someone I love them. Getting comments on my work even though it sucks. Making fun of stupid people Telling my sister I think she's a weirdo Weird people Telling my sister or parents that one day I'm going to marry Aoi and there's nothing they can do about it. SMUT. Telling my sister that I'm bi. When I'm actually not...maybe. Making fun of my brother's favorite team Root for the other team to piss him off That's all I can think of for right now |
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Trying to find my way... 
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Journal History
- Dec 30, 2009 Trying to find my way...
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- Dec 28, 2009 I'm not a guy.
- Dec 27, 2009 I'm not your best friend...
- Dec 27, 2009 Insomnia
- Dec 25, 2009 Merry Christmas to everyone~
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- Dec 23, 2009 If a heart shatters when no one's around...
- Dec 22, 2009 Weird...
- Dec 21, 2009 Love is a twisted dance
- Dec 21, 2009 Claret Characters
- Dec 20, 2009 I want to go out and throw skittles at people...
- Dec 19, 2009 Ha ha ha ha....
- Dec 18, 2009 DA family...sort of. lol
- Dec 16, 2009 Idiots live in this world...
- Dec 16, 2009 A quickie journal before I go to work...
- Dec 14, 2009 Another rant, by me :/
- Dec 13, 2009 My house is full of drama...again.
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 I'm Ashley, I'm an 18 year old working girl just trying to live her life. I'm a half-Filipino who takes pride in the fact that my dad was born in the Philippines.  I don't hate much, but if you give me a reason to hate you then I can't say much other than respect my views and I will respect yours. My gallery, though it didn't before; supports band yaoi. I don't write anime fanfictions, except the occasional Saiyuki fanfic. My favorite thing to do is listen to music, and my current favorite band is the GazettE. I idolize both Aoi and Uruha, and if you have a problem with that then that's your own deal.  I stand for my beliefs, and if I need to get something out of my system I rant. And my rants can be hilarious, according to but whether you find my rants entertaining, or understandable I want you to respect my views.  I love my friends, and if I ever find anyone of them in trouble with another deviant who's being a jerk I won't hesitate to defend them if need be. If not, then I'll give advice and let them fight on their own, I usually don't get involved unless absolutely necessary. is probably one the best friends I have on here, she makes me laugh and if you mess with her you're going to have to answer to me. Well, who would ever mess with her? She's a cool person and she's an amazing artist! she's just evil.....XD Ha ha ha ha, just kidding; she's a drama whore just like me. XD; Well, kind of like me...I think we all have our cruel moments, don't we? Well, she's an amazing writer and friend; I also consider her my evil twin. (Though I can be as evil as her) XD is another best friend, same goes for her! 8D I kidnapped her and you will never get to see her without my consent! *Ha ha ha ha, just joshing you* I support Gay rights. I'm anti-abortion. And I'm anti-Obama. I'm going to end this, so there you go; DA; there I am for you. Enjoy your stay. |
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- Current Residence: Out of My Mind
- Interests: Anime, J-rock, Oldies music
- Favourite movie: NANA,Memoirs of a Geisha, Letters from Iwo Jima, Gran Torino
- Favourite band or musician: The GazettE, An~Cafe, Kagrra, Angelo, LM.C, Paramore,Story of the Year, Girugamesh,Flyleaf
- Favourite genre of music: J-rock
- Favourite artist: Greg Olsen
- Favourite poet or writer: Egdar Allan Poe, H.G. Wells, Stephen King
- MP3 player of choice: Zen
- Wallpaper of choice: Aoi
- Favourite game: Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
- Favourite gaming platform: Wii
- Favourite cartoon character: L, Light Yagami, Ryuk,Nobu, Shin, Hachi, Hakkai, Link
- Personal Quote: If you think I'm weird, you should meet my imaginary friend.
- Website: http://kai-chi.livejournal.com
- MSN: ajrobite09@msn.com
- Yahoo: zfan101@yahoo.com
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Welcome to the K A R M A H O T E L,
looks like H E A V E N could be H E L L .
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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" Until Your Distress Sleeps,
Fill Me Up With Your Grief... "
Distress and Coma - The GazettE
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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[ガゼット] ♥ GAZEROCK is NOT DEAD
αяιgαтσυ тнє gαzєттє <3 ι ℓσνє уσυ
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
btw i love your gazette online chats
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In the maze without an end,-------
-----------why do you still breathe?
The GazettE-Invisible Wall
[link] <---- GazettE <3
Ha ha, thank you
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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In the maze without an end,-------
-----------why do you still breathe?
The GazettE-Invisible Wall
[link] <---- GazettE <3
And Happy Holidays!!
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I am the cause of your Headache!
ガゼット
I hate Edward Cullen. I love Edward Scissorhands.
Tsuki loves Rae-chan
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